Client

Had a truly wonderful session yesterday, the kind of session that is the reason why I love to do what I do...


R is the client who wants me to fulfill his fantasy of four female dominants at once, and yesterday was our first session together. He is going out of the country next week and when he gets back we will do his fantasy session. Yesterday's session was an exploratory one, he is looking for a regular pro domme, to find his limits, see what he is into that kind of thing. He has not played since November and was very excited, I love it when the boys are so eager!

Well the client didn’t show, said he chickened out... so one way or the other he is not being truthful, he either is new and telling me otherwise cause he wants me to think he is experienced or he is playing some game.. why do some submissive’s play this type of game? It’s like they seek to anger me so I will punish them harshly and abusively ... so silly and childish I don’t play with people I am angry at. This is about pleasure and sexual healing not emotional games...

Took advantage of feeling good in the morning today and got S out to help me start on the garden beds in the back, the front yard is such a mess, but was at one point well taken care of and has a ton of perennials I want to transplant into the back, then turn the front yard into grass. By afternoon was tired and cranky but we got alot done. Need to fix the sundeck badly, hoping that will be soon. Not feeling really sexy or dominant today at all, but my throat is better and seems to be less swollen.

Once again felt great this am and went swimming but by afternoon was feeling crappy, and now my ears hurt ad I have some weird crick in my neck... arrrgh! Got a call form a client in Grand Forks, wants to come down Sunday for a two hour session, he cancelled last time , have a sneaky suspicion he will cancel again.