Spank

Another busy weekend which started last thursday, I really have to start writing in my blog every day so I don't go on and on and on like I tend to ...

It has been 48 hours since my last cigarette and my oral fixation is raging!!! I need something to suck! *blinks*

I am doing the patch so am not withdrawing too badly, mild headache, sweating, coughing , sniffling, really wheezy chest.. Ugh! This is WITH the patch what is it like without? Mostly I am restless, cranky, fidgety, grumpy, twitchy and bitchy.... I should have a sign or better, a t-shirt, "Warning! I am in nicotene withdrawal, it's apparentyly as bad as heroin and yet legal so give me a fucking break ok?"

I really have to start blogging more than once a week, for one thing it will be less to read! Once again an adventure filled week and a crazy weekend to top it off!

Had a truly wonderful session yesterday, the kind of session that is the reason why I love to do what I do...


R is the client who wants me to fulfill his fantasy of four female dominants at once, and yesterday was our first session together. He is going out of the country next week and when he gets back we will do his fantasy session. Yesterday's session was an exploratory one, he is looking for a regular pro domme, to find his limits, see what he is into that kind of thing. He has not played since November and was very excited, I love it when the boys are so eager!

Last night was a success!

OH joy my monthly friend picks today to arrive, great I am supposed to let a lot of people smack my ass tonight and my hormones will probably make me to sensitive to handle it.. grrr and the cold is still there my throat is really raw, and I have to go and get snacks, drinks and disinfectant wipes...

Today is my birthday, I am 47... How did I get this old... why does life go by faster the older you get? My sister phoned this am, she and the kids sang me Happy Birthday. I feel really sick taking cold FX I can’t be sick for this weekend. I am supposed to let a bunch of people spank me.. arrgh mustn’t get sick...